haven't blogged for the past few days although it's the hols!

recap..

i've been out everyday and transport fares are draining my pocket. can't imagine next year when it's adult fare.

sunday: was a bad bad day because my whole family was on cold war. however, we went to sitex at expo and bought a new digi cam! konica minolta. yay! my first digi cam, i'm so proud of it though it's not the best nor latest model.

monday: i had dental appointment then went to look for my shoes at raffles place. i walked up and down from international plaza to caltex house and back again. no size!! went to parkway, roxy square and katong shopping after that to make appointments for hair, make up and nails.

tuesday: did my dress in the morning at ming's house then met denise to sign up at the agency. finally met mum and went in jb. YAY! i got my shoes. they have size there. guess what? i highlighted my hair! at REDS! for only S$90! it's very bright now though. i look like golden monkey. the colour better wear off.

i'm happy now. all the stuff for prom is ready. and i managed to lose weight! 4kg from before exams. my dress has space now. BUT i'm gonna be damn broke! almost $300 gone. i shall look good for prom!

A LEVELS are finally officially OVER!!

trust me, it is no blessing for me.

now i wish i could spend all my time studying rather than facing my family especially my sister who makes me wanna puke at her very sight.

she is a incorrigibly disrespectful LESBIAN!! i hate her to the core now. we can only converse ONE pathetic sentence before it turns out to be a quarrel.

i think family matters are much more troublesome than studies. it's just unfortunate that i two good-for-nothing siblings. i mean what i say. all they do is build castles in the air about achieving good grades but always fail to even get somewhere near there.

it hasn't been two very good days since the end of the examinations.

i'm relieved my period is here already so i won't have a bloated tummy for prom. however, i think i might fall sick anytime soon. and i think my blood sugar is extremely low. my vision blanks whenever i stand up.

when will i ever be freed?

is this real?

one more day.

one more hour to eternal freedom!!

congratulate me!

physics is quite a goner.

f math paper 2 was easier than expected.

it's all over.

commenting is useless.

i have big plans but all shall be on budget.

that means my big plans will have to be shrinked.

tomorrow, it starts!

surreal surroundings.

surreal world i'm living in.

a rebellion at home can drive you up the wall. i'll be happy i don't burst a blood vessel anytime soon. at this point, is HATE still too strong a word?

anyway, GOOD LUCK for MATH S, PHYSICS 3 & 5 and F MATH 2!!

a rebellion at home can drive you up the wall. i'll be happy i don't burst a blood vessel anytime soon. at this point, is HATE still too strong a word?

anyway, GOOD LUCK for MATH S, PHYSICS 3 & 5 and F MATH 2!!

the intense week is finally over! it's a huge relief but there's still physics paper 3 and f math paper 2 next wednesday to worry about.

my head is splitting. i keep getting headaches and can't fall asleep at night. i can't wait for it to be all over.

day 9 over. 3 days to go, 4 papers left.

my second night all alone at home. it's a real new experience staying home alone. if not for the As, i'd be swinging till late. actually i'd be in KL now too!

i had lots of fun in the pool today. was trying to imitate 'The Flying Fish' from "The Champion". suddenly swimming freestyle feels so good. but first, i got to get rid of that worn out costume.

i want endurance by speedo, i also want the orange nike one and the adidas one too! dunno which one to buy.

this week is filled with papers. papers for all 4 subjects actually. the most intense week. nvm, i'll do my best!

GOOD LUCK for MATH, CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS & F MATH!!

ATTENTION: ONE MONTH to my BIRTHDAY!!

it's Deepavali! i have to say that North indian guys are HOT!! their facial features are so sharp and distinct.

my current love is qi yuwu (715). i simply adore him. he's my Mr Perfect! his body is fantastic and looks are great. and if it were his real character in the two roles that he played as jiankang and kaiwei, i'll fall head-over-heels.

wincent is flying back to indo tmr. there goes another buddy for me. now there'll be no one to race with me in the pool and no one to crap and talk about school. have a safe trip boy! will miss ya!

i'm feeling way better after crying for almost half an hour last night. i was up to my limit already. just couldn't contain my emotions anymore. the spark was mum, sis and bro leaving me all alone in the house to go shopping when going for a trip during the weekend and leaving me ALONE isn't bad enough.

i know it seems childish but i need company. i hate loneliness! moreover, i'm having my As! i would really like to find out whose parents are as switched off as my mum?!! i feel damn hollow. the feeling sucks big time!

wrote a letter to all of them expressing how i feel. situation's not changed much though. i'll still be my lonely self spending the "public holiday" alone.

it's so embarrassing to let people know that i've cried but hey, i'm a person too, i have emotions that sometimes cannot be controlled.

math was easy too! unfortunately, i'm not going to get full marks because of a huge oversight while checking my answers. i smartly changed a correct answer to a wrong one because i forgot about some conditions given.

the two papers have been easy so far. is that all cambridge has? bring it on! i'm awaiting challenges. I SWEAR I WAS JOKING! it's just surprising because this batch is supposed to face the tougher papers. maybe they're being nice for the initial papers. next week might be killer week!

in a relaxed mood. went for neighbourhood mass at grandpa's house yesterday. did the second reading. it was kind of site reading because i was informed just before mass started. mum was observing me and gave me her valued comments. after all, she got the Best Speaker for her public speaking seminar.

was controlling myself from speaking up during the homily because it was more a personal discussion/debate. GP's over, i can keep my opinions to myself. luckily wincent was there so we talked about stuff. he's quite an interesting figure.

in no mood to do work now but i guess i'll have to keep pressing on.

P.S. there's Charmed on 5 tonight! piper, phoebe and paige halliwell.

hehe..chem was easy..i'm quite confident of chem now..i'm loving chem! anybody did either either or?

aiming for 3As but only confident of getting 2. the miraculous third A has to pop up somewhere. so tmr's gonna be the next confident subject which is math. although my grades in vj has been like shit, i know i can do it!

GOOD LUCK for MATH!!

mizzstrawberry blogged @ 20:30

Sunday, November 07, 2004

chemistry paper 3 tomorrow.

was looking forward to it initially until yesterday when i realise time is actually running short. revised biochem by making notes. super-duper last minute work.

after doing so many chem papers, i conclude that nov 2003 paper 3 is the toughest. is the standard rising?


got a little frustration of my chest yesterday when i told my mum how i feel about her attitude towards sis. sort of told her off in the sense that i feel she's living in self-denial and therefore being very "stupid".

i've so many things to blog about but i forgot everything already. couldn't access blogger the past two days.

kw: i didn't see don degan in church yesterday. what a pity! eh, i think he's in church camp with my sis, that means he's sec 3! will check it out next week again. maybe get a better pic someday.

anyway, GOOD LUCK for CHEMISTRY!!

mizzstrawberry blogged @ 13:09

Thursday, November 04, 2004

i know i'll pass BUT i won't do well.

i knew one very important point for the essay but didn't write it in. DIE!! it was in my plan but due to time constrains, SIGH. anyway, GP is finally over.

it can be said that part of the worst is over. actually it is only the beginning but after the paper i felt totally rejuvenated. it feels like the rest will be a breeze but apparently not.

thanks to all those who wished me luck. good luck to u too!

day 3 gone. 9 days left.

november has too many babies. i shall make no exceptions to highlight any on my blog. if i do, it'll almost be a daily affair. so here's wishing all the nov babies a very happy birthday!

mizzstrawberry blogged @ 17:28

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

i'm scared, worried, tense, a little stressed and maybe even paranoid. 1 day left before the GP exam.

after seeing ms oon today, i started to feel the stress that was previously missing. the more she said 'you should be ok', the worse i felt. her words certainly weren't assuring. it's not her fault, it's just me.

i will find out how it feels to sit for a paper with almost zero confidence. that's nothing much i can do except pray, pray, pray.

this is one of the most miraculous prayer for me, the memorare. it might help you too.

remember, most gracious virgin mary, that never was it known, that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your hlep or sought your intercession, was left unaided. inspired with this confidence, i fly to you, virgin of virgins, my mother. to you i come, before you i stand, sinful and sorrowful. mother of the word incarnate, despise not my petitions but in your mercy hear and answer me. amen.

mizzstrawberry blogged @ 20:33

Monday, November 01, 2004

If It Comes, Your So happy, its such a privelge to
make love to someone you Love, Your Horny only
because you need to feel that emotion called
Love. Your 40-50% Horny


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chua khoon wee!! how the hell did you manage 100% HORNY?! the test reveals the real YOU!

mizzstrawberry blogged @ 10:27