time seems to be slipping away too quickly, the long weekend is over.

we accomplished what we planned to do, made many people happy while sacrificing our time together. i guess it's alright so long as everyone is happy.

GOOD FRIDAY (1st month!!)

attended 10am service at OLPS. church was packed with "sardines". left after communion, did not venerate the crucifix. went home to change after tuition and he picked me up. 4 aunties were already in the car - his mum and her 3 sisters. felt a little uneasy at first with so many pairs of eyes scanning me. later it comfortable because i was laughing at their mindless conversations. sent no. 1 to telok blangah, no.2 to woodlands, no. 4 to kovan and finally back to yishun. travelled on ecp, aye, pie, kje, bke - literally travelled round singaore.

finally had our quiet moments when we left for orchard. before that, he had to help his mum's good friend buy a pack of cigarettes. and he let me drive out around his neighbourhood. he surprised me with a very pretty bouquet of 3 sunflowers & 5 red roses. it was a perfect combination! the yellow and red blended very well with the orange extras(??). collected the cake and headed back to his house since it needed to be refridgerated. uncle and auntie had a slice each. it was yummy! the alcohol flavour was quite strong. waited for his bro to eat supper at sembawang.

highlight of the day: i drove home!! hit 120km/h max.

no news means good news!

bought him a fcuk shirt. and i think he intends to get me a white gold bracelet.

went to choose our cake from bakerzin yest. dark choc moouse with cheeries soaked in liquor.

magical date is 25-02-05.

just in case i don't get to blog tmr,
HAPPY 1st MONTH dear!!

of cos, a very GOOD FRIDAY to all of u.

everything's going on just fine except for mummy constantly being angry with me. i dunno what to do about her. maybe she feels she's losing her daughter, maybe.

no, NUS openhouse did not blow me away. the biz talk was a failure. reasons why u should take a BBA from NUS:
1. established uni
2. comprehensive uni
3. active and vibrant student body
hey prof, maybe we deserve better reasons?

however, the double degree programme is attractive. NUS is going head on with SMU. it's makine me really confused as to where to go. hopefully the SMU talk this sat will give me better insights.

went swimming at safra yishun yest. actually we swam only 200m. the rest of the time was spent at the jacuzzi. now i'm like a lobster. walked thru' the bowling alley after that. it felt weird, esp when it's been ages since i lasted bowled/trained.

his mum cooked lunch. it was a feast! prawns, salmon, abalone, clams, fish maw and leak. she's giving me huge shocks each time i pay a visit.

anyway, sat evening, he accompanied me to church then proceeded to ah kong's house for dinner. he was well-received, i hope. ah kong was so cute! told him to take good care of me, if not, *showed his fist*!! woohoo! that's my ah kong! u rock!

i almost decided to let everything to go, to unleash the feelings. but mum's words made an impact on me. she's afraid he will turn out like daddy. mr nice guy turned wrong. i never thought so far but now i can't help being skeptical. i hope this feeling goes away. i don't wanna live a worried relationship.

what is love?

does it make ur adrenaline pump?
does it send tingling sensations down ur back?
does it overcome all flaws?

maybe i'm in love.

i've been housing an illegal immigrant in my room at least once a week. doubt his PR status will ever be approved. i'm still a virgin if anyone needed to know!

envy me!! dearie wants to buy me a diamond ring for 1st month. woohoo! of cos, being an understanding baby as i am, i decided to settle for the pair of rings first. diamonds can come later.

0.5 carot $999. u'll work towards that, right dear? haha. no stress!

most prob bringing him to ah kong house for dinner this saturday and have a mini celebration for godma. sun i'll be going over his place for a home-cooked lunch by his mum. 'meet-the-parents' session!

i like this relationship. no objections whatsoever. in fact, his mum likes me and my mum is neutral about everything. such a breeze!

A A B B

damn disappointed with myself. expected at least 3 As. nvm, it's over. no point mulling over it.

although in comparison to vj peeps, i've done pretty badly, but in contrast to people from other schools, those are really decent grades.

now i'm stressed up over choosing between nus or smu. more or less decided to take biz. my greatest wish is to be able to take the biz-law double degree in smu. on the other hand, i don't wanna miss out on hostel life and a winning team in nus.

HOW TO CHOOSE?!!

anyway, CONGRATULATIONS to all who got 3 As or more.
THANKS to my mummy for coming down to be with me.
THANKS to my dearie for being there for me.
THANKS for the wonderful dinner at Olio!

i am currently a very happy girl. dear loves me a lot a lot. i'm learning to love him back. proud of myself for getting over the fact that looks shouldn't matter so much. jem's & sher's advices knocked a little sense. looking forward to Good Friday!!

A LEVEL RESULTS out on FRIDAY 4th March 2005 at 2.30pm.

03S32 peeps reading this, plz drop me a line if u're interested in going out after that. sms or call me. i repeat, my internet is down.

sorry. bad case of pms. ignore me.

IF THERE'S ANYTHING I'D LIKE TO ANNOUNCE, I'D HAVE DONE IT HERE ALREADY.

IF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU'D LIKE TO FIND OUT, WHY NOT TRY ASKING?

however, please bear in mind that i'm at liberty to decide if i wanna say anything or not.

otherwise, please keep your curiosity to yourself because it irritates other people and unfortunately has a chain effect.

now i understand why Chaos Theory exists.

i don't mean to be offending or targeting anybody but you must learn to understand that overdoing certain things is not right at all.

i'm sorry my home comp is down, i can't go online to entertain all the silly questions that'll be thrown at me. i'm sorry i'm in the office blogging so it's gotta be short & sweet.

if you're a friend enough, you should be happy to know that i'm doing good.

that's all folks! venting of last night's frustration is over.