HAPPY 3RD MONTH DEAR!!

time really flies. 3 months have come and gone and it feels like yesterday to me. we'll have a beautiful night together yea?

i'm leaving for bangkok tmr evening. will be back on monday evening. mizzing dear like crazy already.

honestly dreading the trip. will be going with an aunty-cum-godma who called me CHEAP! bloody hell! the mention of it makes my blood boil.

i shall be strong. i'm not going to allow a lowly idiot like her to spoil the trip which i had to fork out money for.

p.s. 03S32 peeps reading this and going for the gathering, plz send grace my regards. thanks! cya guys soon too!

pp.ss. anyone game for mahjong drop me a line k?

my heart sank on mon morn. dear's car skidded and spun around on a flyover. he thought that was it. i'm just grateful and thankful that only the car was damaged. what am i going to do if i really lose him? i don't think i can take such a blow. i've become over-reliant and over-dependant on him already.

mj with jem, wx and rl on sat night. won! i've been a lucky girl recently. it's been so long since we got together to play, laugh and chat thru' out the night. didn't sleep other than the naps in the car. went swimming with xius & G on sun. dear is so fatherly towards G. both of them have a mutual liking for each other. G is so adorable! white, round and firm.

especially for mav: i'm not angry for u calling my mum, really, not at all. it was my fault, i know. it was just how cold u were towards me that made everything seem wrong. even last fri at victor's, i could still sense the distance and he, as an outsider felt that u were forcing the smile on your face. i don't understand why u have to be jealous becos i don't see any need to. i was truly happy for u when u found happiness with tai-on. i don't know what else to say or how else to help u, it's just your mindset that u've got to change i guess. i hope things will be back to normal asap. hope to see u in nus too!

one major flaw that resulted from me being in a relationship is that i've gotten my priorities jumbled. obviously, dear comes first. everything else can wait. because of this, i've angered family and friends. however, i think it's alright, as long as dear is with me. i suppose now is the "hot" period, the heat will die down but never be gone.

i told wingz last fri that i wanted out of the 4e3 group. of cos i don't mean ceasing friendship. just don't include my share for any presents anymore. call me petty or whatever, but a few years of observation has made me realise that are only for those who are born within the first 3/4 of the year. so people like wingz and myself get left out most of the time. not that i really mind but i feel it's getting pointless. same goes for jc class. think about it, i plan most of the mini celebrations but i get air in the end. sigh.

such is the fate of december babies. fortunately, i have dear with me this year. =p

the weekend flew by just like that. it's unfair how time never fails to zoom on saturdays & sundays but crawls from monday to friday. nvm, i shall just be contented that dear was with me the whole time.

sat:
NUS championships - VJC was the last team i expected to compete. worse still, i was already desperately trying to avoid someone. luckily he didn't hunt me down or maybe he didn't see me.
anyway, dear's team bowled so horribly. no, if you thought that was terrible, think again becos VJC girls are finally gonna lose their standings. not even a 4th. not as if i really give a damn about it.
dear played mj in the afternoon. got to see stuart again. he's so soft & cute!! i love pinching him.
was super duper late for khadi's birthday celebration@hard rock. no regrets. it was a turn-off. glad that i didn't have to stay long although i feel guilty about pangseh-ing mavis.
then again, she was acting so weirdly and so cold towards me. what's the matter girl? maybe u were already pissed off that i was freaking late but i think u showcased jealously more than anything else. it's obvious u can't be happy for another person if u're not experiencing the same thing urself. learn to get over it!

sun:
amazingly and unexpectedly, mum allowed me to drive her car. she did it voluntarily. Happy Mother's Day!
zara & rich were sweet darlings. they got up early in the morning and cycled to marine parade market to get flowers and breakfast. finally they're taking over.
alexius celebrated her 7th birthday! Happy Birthday lil tiger!!
ah kong celebrated his chinese birthday as well. Happy Birthday ah kong!!
won mj! dear has rubbed his luck on me.

i'm a very fortunate girl. i've just found the love of my life. it might be a little early to conclude but it's a feeling i get constantly. we fit together like jigsaw. with him, i've come to realise that good looks are nothing. without character, you're nothing. when u really love a person, u'll accept every single thing about him.

so we might just be yet another VJC couple. seriously, advice all those who wanna find their other halves to go there. many many examples of blissfully married VJC couples. =p

i'm going NUS biz - CONFIRMED. i accepted the place online already. staying Kent Ridge (if i get a place) with jem.

uni application is SOOOO mafan!! and the fees are freaking EX!! shall sacrifice my hard earned $ to pay for something, anything.

reminder: take passport photo for matric card.

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A fantastic weekend.

sat: dear let me take the car out alone so i drove my brother to church. after mass, i drove ah kong back.

sun: went in j.b. with dear's family. was supposed to have a seafood dinner at kukup to celebrate his mum's birthday but auntie felt it was pointless to travel an hour all the way up just to eat. besides, we had plenty to eat the whole time.

mon: dyed dear's hair. his head is invaded by white strains! he thinks too much. he studied at kallang macs on his own while i went home to pacify mummy who was pissed that i disappeared practically the whole weekend. drove her all the way to bukit timah to eat, down to tampines to attend a wake then brought rich home. obviously mum's confident of my driving already otherwise she wouldn't have let me fetch rich all the way home on my own. BUT she's still not letting me touch her car (sigh..), it's alright, i perfectly understand cos she has valid reasons.

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tues was his dad's birthday. presented him with the durian cake from puteri mas which they enjoyed. after dinner, i drove the whole family back home. went down to pgp to help dear move of his room with the help of kenny who apparently thinks i'm very fierce now.

oh-oh, my p6 girl stopped tuition for sometime already. so that's one income short! sigh. i need to save save save. but i just bought a pair of stripe pants from giordano becos it caught my eye from far and there was 30% discount.

to all: No Problem driving you guys around, but first, i need a car! u get the car, i'll gladly provide the service.